Maybe find another queen

[thetworegs]

Like the majority I am a survivor of divorce and there is not many things in life to match the loss that one feels after a failed marriage . After all you were in it for the long haul, you have to take time to look at and after yourself and heal before carrying on into the new world that awaits you...I'll have another go at the vocals when I can find time but it is what its at least the ideas recorded..

Get out and don't come back
I don't want to see you again
Ever
It's over
Those words haunt you

It's brutal
It's hard
To face a truth alone
That love the  affair is over and gone 
You believe life is want
You believe life is need
You believe there's nothing that could ever fulfil you

You drown In self
pity
No one could ever feel as bad as you
This loss of love
And All that pain
It's only you

But you've got to stop telling yourself lies 
That she was beautiful down to her soul
She was never wrong
That she was always right
It was you that was wrong
every single time
She did no wrong
It was all your fault

She was your queen

She loved you so

But I'm afraid your wrong
cause why doesn't she answer the phone

your still telling yourself lies
You hurt yourself
time and time again
It's like watching an old film hoping the end will change
But nothing will  ever  stop the pain

In fact you need the pain to finally
Cauterize
scare and heal the  heart

And you become new
start to realise You were choking in there
Suffocating
Now you can breath
your you again
Its scary
but addictive
You can live with abandon
You can go out every night if you want to
Or stay in and work on yourself 
Work on that life that you dreamed
Get rid of that want
Get rid of that need
Find yourself
Maybe
even find for  another queen

[StephenM]

holy heck man... I love that crazy piano... it fits the vibe of the lyric so well... what an idea Trev...
if you did nothing with this it is good on it's own...
could be an amazing song in a musical... but stands perfectly fine on it's own...

great scott man! 

[Bluesberry]

Oh yeah.......this is good........this is the goods........talk about making art from your pain........art..........pain.....life.........hope...........rebirth..........

[BerryPatch]

Brilliant Trevor, I love the direct honesty of the lyrics. I love how it feels like the music is flow along with the vocal, very live feel. This one goes straight to the source!

[Kenneth]

I wouldn't re- record the vocals - they're perfect.
I feel like my brother just gave me some real advice.
Love it Trevor, it just works. Keys are fantastic.

[chapperz66]

Beautiful, Trevor.

I've only been married once.  And, amazingly, after 35 years - I still am.  Not sure how she puts up with it.

[Pete C]

Lovely song Trev, I had the same thoughts as Stephen on this as I immediately thought this should be in a musical, it has a vey theatric feel to it.Love the keyboard work !

Pete

[thetworegs]

Gave this vocal another go and I still haven't got it how I hear it in my head....  but this is close enough.Three vocals together. I'm trying to get it to sound that the left & right vocal are giving the centre vocal advice that the centre vocal already knows.....I should really get a life shouldn't I 

[Ray Brookes]

Very moving song, Trev and I agree with Steve that this would work great in an appropriate musical. That mad piano works so well and the lyrics are so incisive.

[launched]

I've been listening to this for a couple days, a great creation. No matter what you do it will be great, has a truth that will be recognized by many