Your mind's become a mystery
You're tearing everything right out of me
Destroying all my faith and hope
You're pushing me out to the end of my rope
Think you're a diva. Walk around like you're rich
But all I see is one psychotic bitch
But still I try to get inside of your mind
I start to thinking
it's a waste of my time
Sanity so far away or just a passing thought
or a word you said so long ago
Could be reached again out in the distant void
Oh, help me find a path to your cold reason
I really think you're on a torture spree
But why you are just don't make sense to me
I never fail to give you all that I got
You take my love and put me in this spot
I don't like thinking of just walking away
Cos deep inside I know you want me to stay
But I won't take much more of this abuse
Just change your attitude or we'll both lose
Deep inside a restless heart can begin to feel
if it is left to pine long enough
What is this strange hold you have come to take on me
that you have grown to love?
You'll never have enough
You haven't got to much to say for yourself
You act insane most of the time. You need help
You treat me like I'm barely even there
Hard to ignore your cold indifferent stare
I ask myself just what I've done to deserve
the icy attitude you give. I'm unnerved
It must be something from a time in my past
No solutions and I'm sinking fast.
Long ago I gazed into a lovely set of eyes
So vulnerable and so alone
Are these the same blue eyes that made my world whole?
Oh, how they've lost their glow to something so damned cold
Your mind's become a mystery
You're tearing everything right out of me
Not the least of which my heart and my soul
Can't quite remember feeling so damned low
2010 John Bowen Music